medical check up

Assalamualaikum ..

All praises to Allah that i've done my medical check up yesterday . Very late ey , but better late than never right ? I arrived there at 6.45 pm , if i'm not mistaken . Actually i felt a bit nervous when i thought about X-ray . After i listened to Paie's story , i felt " awwww that was embarassing " but after all it was just fine actually . It was better than what i thought .

Ok , let me tell you . i am ONLY 51 kg with height of 160 cm . It's so good , isn't it ? HAHAHA but it isn't for me . My target is 50 kg , then i'll feel so much better . hee :D Oh anyway , i think my eyes are getting worse as i only scored 6/36 and 6/24 for my right and left eye respectively for the unaided vision . Oh God , i really don't know what i supposed to do to make it better .

Anyway , im free from all types of disease . The doctor has certified that i'm in a good health . Alhamdulillah .

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was , am , will .

Assalamualaikum ..

I haven't update my blog for quite a long time , i believe . I am just feeling lazy for it , and still am actually . Not knowing what i have to tell you about , bla bla bla .

Ok , i want to let my cat out of the bag . Hushh hush everybody . emm . I .. I am .. I am not ready yet .. to further my study . I still want to live my life to the fullest , in a good way of course . * oh really ? HAHA so funny that i forgot to laugh . it's impossible , dear me . get it ? - YEAHH , I GOT IT , FINE -

and , no matter what , i still have to settle down everything . my BIMB account , medical check up , registration fees ( NOT " please insert your parking ticket , the fee is one ringgit , please enter your J card to discount " ) , and my clothes , stationeries , bla bla bla ba baa black sheep .

Damn it , I'm losing my another two bestfriends . Marina is going to Cyberjaya today , and Paie will go to Malacca tomorrow :( they'll start fighting for their future before I am . Whereas my dearest nazihah and some others have started their journey . And here in JB , i am all alone -__-

All the best , MY FRIENDS . I am here in JB , going nowhere , hoping that you'll never forget me , our memories , sweetest and bitterest . I was loving you yesterday , I am loving you today , I will love you tomorrow , and am loving you forever . No matter what , I want us to be one like how we are today , for ever . Take a very good care of yourselves ey , and take a very good care of your faith too . See you again soon in heaven . May God bless .

Taa ..

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Half Of Me

Since long ago
I feel the feeling I'm feeling
I've tried my best to be the best for you
But not yet you realize

I hurt so much , baby
But it's fine
I love the path I chose

I just want you to be
half of me
I hope you to be
half of me
But will you
be the half of me ?

No , darling
I don't want you
But I need you
To be here with me
All the time

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a visit

semalam aku pegy visit tempat kerja aku dulu . hehe: D actually bkn lahh visit sgt , lebih pd menyinggah je . ade hal kat sana . alang-alang dah sampai sane , aku jenguk lahh kawan-kawan kerja aku . glad to know that they are in a pink of health. tapi takde masa lahh nak jumpa kak angah && kak fiza , sbb dorg kat taska :( kak ida alhamdulillah sihat , kak yati dh ade lesen kereta , kak Tipah makin comel pula aku rase :P , kak umi dah nakk benti keje dah , nak g further study . kak mid mcm biase, tp skg kena cleaning sorang2. aha. kak Huda dah semakin berisi skg sbb mmg dye berisi dah punn :P and thank God dye nmpak sihat je , kak liza pulak busy buat preparation wedding dye . God , i miss them a lot !

the kids .. hmm :(( how i love them sooooo muchhhh . nak tau takk, dorang excited bile dorang nmpak aku . dorg terjerit-jerit bile nmpk aku , mcm happy sgt je . seeeshhh, I'm so touched. mase tuu , aku rase mcm "Ya Allah! , ramainye org yg sayang aku . " lebih2 lagi bile Awish cakap " teacher dayah , kite rindu teacher dayah . "Oh My God ! -__- they still remember me! Now i know the satisfaction of being a teacher. Being loved, remembered .. Ayish .. the one yg kakak-kakak tu ckp my son , looked so happy once he saw me . dah lama aku tak tgk senyuman dye mcm tu . kak Tipah ckp , dye still mcm dulu , taknak bercakap dgn org punn . dye senyum nmpak gigi dgn teacher dayah je , dye naughty dgn teacher dayah je . or I'd better say dye menjadi diri dye yg sebenar .. i really miss him, i miss his friends, i miss his teachers, i miss being a teacher.

Unfortunately , i was running out of time . tak dapat singgah lama-lama kat sana , kiss dorg sume :( God willing , nanti ade masa aku g sane lagi . Teacher dayah loves youu , babies .

May God bless ~ Amiin .

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you and you

em . assalamualaikum :)

yes , it's about you . ehem . just a simple note for you . please don't make me like this . it's torturing me and i can't bear it . not anymore . i think i have been through it enough . but i know i'm so strong that i can't stop lying myself . stupid eyy ? But it's okay , my pleasure . And it's not bothering you eyy , so don't bother me .

but now , i've made up my mind . no more , no more , no more . one thing for you to know , i'm not a doll nor a robot , i'm just a girl . i don't know why i had to have this stupid feeling toward u . but it's over . thank you .

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