Midnight Thoughts.

Hi Assalamualaikum.

1st July 2015 and there comes the new petrol price. Thank you PM. What a BEAUTIFUL news for us rakyat marhaen :')

Anyways.. Alhamdulillah today is the 14th day of Ramadhan. May this Ramadhan brings a lot of good things to us, inshaa Allah. Someone said, Ramadhan is all about losing sins, not losing weight :) Hopefully Allah grants us the strength to overcome the struggles in our lives. Despite the worsening economic condition and the rising living standards, I strongly believe that the rizq comes from Allah alone. We put effort and leave the rest to Allah to decide what is best for us.

By the way, Hi, I have completed my Bachelor in Finance :) I am currently waiting for the final result that is expected to be announced in this coming August. Doakan yang baik-baik ya. Amin. Dah dua minggu since I submit final report of my thesis, that means dah dua minggu I duduk rumah and now dah mula mereput. Hihi.

Actually I am trying so hard to get a job as soon as possible. Everyday I login the Jobstreet and apply for whatever vacancies that interests me. Tapi sampai sekarang masih belum ada rezeki. Takpe, Allah knows best. Maybe He wants me to spend as much time as I have with my family before I move out to my future husband's place kot.

As for now, I have attended 3 job interviews, but none of it has yet to call me to report duty. I know I failed one, another two will be known in a week time and after raya. So I actually writing this post to voice out what is crossing my mind at 1.30a.m today. I was thinking of things I should improve during the job interviews. The "I should have said this.. I should have done that.." are disturbing my mind and causing me not to sleep until now.

So, here goes the list of the things I should improve for the next job interviews (my own point of view) :

• A better voice projection
• More practice on speaking skill
• Improve confidence level
• Convince the employer that I am worth to be hired by any means (puji je diri sendiri banyak-banyak! Jangan malu!)
•  A better answering skill. Orang tanya sepatah, kau jawab sepatah. Go die like that. (*marah diri sendiri)
• Show interest on the job they offer! (Walaupun clueless je pasal position tu. Lol)

And maybe many more to be discovered when I attend more job interviews in the future inshaa Allah. Yes, it is not easy to find a job when we do not have experience, but we can never know what we are capable of until the chance is given out!

Ya Allah Tuhan yang maha pemberi rezeki, bukakanlah khazanahMu di langit dan di bumi untukku dan sahabat-sahabat seperjuangan yang lain. Apa yang aku rancangkan ialah supaya aku cepat-cepat dapat kerja dan at least boleh tolong si bakal suami sedikit sebanyak untuk tampung kos majlis kami nanti (tinggal 59 hari je lagi! Sigh). Tapi mungkin perancangan Allah pula lain. Takpe, kita percaya rezeki itu ada dan Allah sentiasa tahu dan akan putuskan yang terbaik untuk hambaNya.

Selamat malam dan selamat bersahur. Semoga berjumpa lagi :) 

 

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