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Assalamualaikum ,

Err , okay . It's been a very long time since last time i did it for that reason . And last night it happened again , and this morning too . Now i have to build my strengh again , after so much time i've take for doing so . Arhh , my strengh has come to zero degree . Everything is just too fast , till now i am differ from who i was yesterday . I did the most stupid thing . Yes i did .

Love comes to those who still hope even though they've been dissapointed , to those who still believe even though they've been betrayed , to those who still love even though they've been hurt before .

Serious shit , I don't know why but i know i will wait for you till my last breath , or until I have one concrete reason to leave . Thanks for all the moment we've been through together . I hope I will find someone that makes me forget you .

Tapi aku tetap nak kau jadi kawan aku mcm biasa . Kau cerita masalah kau , aku cerita masalah aku . Kau kutuk aku , aku kutuk kau . Kau cakap aku bongok , aku cakap kau pun bongok . Kau tolong aku , aku tolong kau . Aku care pasal kau , kau buat lantak kat aku . Bole kan ? Aku cuma perlukan sikit masa je untuk failkan kemas-kemas feeling aku . Jangan risau , aku sikit pun tak salahkan kau .

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Thinking Of You

Assalamualaikum ,

What I found today will not be the reason for me to stop thinking of you . I love who you are . I love the way you treat me , the way you mad at me , the way you tease me , the way you laugh at me , the way you talk to me , the way you smile at me , and every single things that you do .

And I myself , love the way I love you . I don't mind being a one-sided lover , I don't mind thinking of you every single moment while I don't even know what you're thinking of , who you're thinking of . You might NEVER think of me , instead . Stupid right ?

Ahh , I just don't know when it will come to the end . The feeling of loneliness , the feeling of loving but not be loved , and all those stupid feelings .

Yours Faithfully ,

ME .

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Headache

Assalamualaikum ..

Huhh , pening mcm nak mati ! Teruk sgt ya kitorg nih ? Kalau mcm ni la flow life kat sini , aku taktahu la bole target dekan ke takk . Hurm .. Benda alah nih betul2 bole effect aku punya study lahh . Kata-kata tuh kann satu doa . Aku takut masin mulut , hancur study .

First time dalam hidup aku kena mcm nihh . Sedih kot , takpayah nak cerita lahh . Serba salah pun ade sbb aku tau itu sume pun salah kitorg jugak . Masing-masing bkn kecil lagi , sume dh besar . Dh bole fikir baik buruk sendiri . Cuma behave mcm kanak-kanak yg tak matang langsung . Ke byk sgt makan vitamin M pun taktau lahh . Arrr , aku tgh cakap depan cermin lahh ni -__-
I know kitorg suka sgt tangguhkan kerja , sbb tu jadi mcm nih . Konon lambat lagi , tup tap bsok dah kena . Nak jwb ape bila dh tak siap tuhh ? Nak kena deduct carried mark ? Padan muka kan ? Sendiri bikin sendiri tanggung lahh .

Tapi aku cuba jadi yg terbaik , untuk diri aku , untuk ayah mama , untuk semua .. Mmg susah nak puaskan hati sume org kan ? Takpun sbb nila setitik rosak susu sebelanga . Benci la aku mcm ni . Habis melayang sume semangat aku nak blaja . Ke aku patut jadikan itu sbgai pembakar semangat ? Buktikan yg aku bole buat ? Kawan-kawan aku bole buat ? Apa korang rasa ?

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ouch

Assalamualaikum kawan-kawan ,

Emm . Skg nih aku busy sangat . Assignments, tests , quizzes . pening kepala tak smpat nak sehat , datang lagi pening baru . So this is student's life ey ? Alright , now i know . Mcm mana ey nak buat ? Seriously i'm afraid that i cannot achieve my target . Nak dekan , nak NC . Mama dengan ayah cakap dorang nak tgk muka aku kat banner muka-muka dean list sem depan . Kalo cmni gaya , mcm mana nak dapat ?

Adoiyai . Rasa mcm banyak sgt je distraction , tapi sebenarnya taktau pun ape . But the point is aku rasa mcm aku ni tersasar je , mcm tersimpang drpd target . Apa kejadah entah la . Aku try buat yg terbaik . Of course la apa yg aku usahakan , itu la yg aku dapat right ?

Okay , now i am thinking backward . Ingat semula target , ingat semula objektif , ingat semula azam-azam masa mula-mula sebelum aku masuk Uni . Yaya can do it right ? right ? You believe in urself right ? Ok now smile , and keep it . Don't think of nonsense things . Focus and focus . Try and try again , and keep trying . Don't give up hope . Don't lack of self confidence . Calm down . Chill . Keep praying . Keep hoping . Keep trying . Keep up good works , goodbye bad works . Behave well , then Allah will bless . Aminn ~

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Ramadhan '10

Alhamdulillah , all praises be to Allah . Here we are again in fasting month . May this ramadhan brings thousands of blessing to us . May happiness always be ours , in this world and the hereafter .
Ehem ..
Kawan-kawan ,
Jgn tinggal puasa tauu , dosa nanti . Kalo perempuan sbb ABC takpe la , tapi jgn lelaki sbb BMW . heee :D

Oh ya , sedih rasanya bila takdapat meraikan satu ramadhan , menunaikan solat tarawih pada malam pertama ramadhan . em .. Lagi-lagi bila takde mama , takde ayah , takde abang-abang , kakak-kakak & adik-adik waktu sahur kali ni . Biasanya hari pertama puasa , mama selalu masak nasi tomato dengan ayam masak merah untuk berbuka . Nyummy ~ tapi kat sini taktahu la sahur ape , buka ape . semuanya sendiri , dgn kawan-kawan yang juga bersendiri . Takpela kawan-kawan , kita saling memenuhi needs masing-masing ya :D Tapi aku cukup bersyukur sebab aku masih sempat sambut ramadhan tahun ni , & insyaAllah eidil fitri sekali .

Em .. rindunya bulan ramadhan .. tahun lepas , mcm mana ey ramadhan aku ? hurmm .. entahla , tapi aku nak ramadhan tahun ni jauh lebih baik daripada ramadhan lepas .. AMINN .. kalo dulu ramadhan masa aku SPM , tahun ni ramadhan masa aku dah masuk universiti . Dalam masa setahun tu , banyaaaaak sgt benda dah jadi . Itu la , ini la . Rasanya aku pun dah blaja banyaaaak benda . Aku jadi lebih matang && lebih kuat kot . Aku taknak jadi cengeng lagi . I'm now a teenager , not a child nemur .. I'm able to think positively and think forward .

Allah tuhan yang maha pengampun . kawan-kawan , jom minta ampun daripadaNya . sempena bulan baik di mana segala iblis dipenjarakan , doa kita itu insyaAllah dimakbulkan Tuhan . Lawan nafsu serakah semuanya ya . InsyaAllah kita usaha sama-sama . Banyakkan ibadah kita .

Assalamualaikum ...

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